" I'll be by your side forever. I promise you, Mei. "
I know you're always there for me. And I see no reason why I shouldn't be there for you too. Alright, so here's a post I would like to write for a certain someone who's very, very important to me.
Yew Mei Yin !
Oh boy, where should I begin. Just a short glance of her in that picture and I already know that even the most fancy words cannot,C A N N O T describe what an amazing friend she is. Ah yes, since the term best friends is a cliche, we ( well she, who strives for authentic-ness ) came up with the new, copyrighted, trademark term known as " Buddy ". From the moment our eyes met each others and the first word of " Hi " came out from our mouths ( that was 2004 ) till today when we go " ORH ! " and " MMM ! " ( 2009 ), we've been sharing and making memories that'll last forever. We also share our problems, our thoughts and also our feelings. Every single secret we had collected throughout our 17 years of living ( you're NOT 17 yet :P ), we share and laugh about it. Be it a happy, sad, funny, random, stupid, unexpected, bullshit secret. One could say that both of us, trust each other more than you know.
Once again, I struggle to find the correct words to explain more about her. Though, none of them seem fit enough. I just think of the memories we had 5 years ago ( Neh, she'll say her English is too fluent for me :P ). Most people mistaken us for a sweet couple. She seems to correct them every time when that happens but I kind of love that statement. Sweet couple. Haha. We've been in a relationship. I can say she's the best I ever had and not to mention longest one too. Shall I start with her daily routines ? Here's some food for thought.
She isn't your average-female-joe girl. She doesn't shop as much as YOU ( I'm pointing out to any girls reading my blog right now XD ). She's independent and doesn't like other people paying for her stuff. Being the buddy I am to her, I will 100% respect THAT decision and save my wallet from despair ;D. Win-win situation, bitch ! Well back then, she loved to play DoA ( Dispatch of Army ). It was kind of a low-budget FPS game and thats how I met her. And probably the ONLY regret I have is I taught her how to play DotA because she is EXTREMELY addicted to it. And because I had some ' issues ' I had to stop DotA and now she surpassed her master >.<. In truth, we both are the highest ranks in friendships. And sometimes my feelings tend to go a little .. haywire. But that's perfectly normal when you love someone so much ;D. I'm willing to protect her from any sadness and despair, from any nightmare, breaking her fall when she skates, wiping away her tears and holding her to make sure she doesn't break down. And then there's her everlasting smile and her sadistic-ness which just makes her SHO KYUUUUT >.> ! Bottomline is ; I would sacrifice anything just to see that everlasting smile. Literally sacrifice anything for her. For you I will, Mei.
It's been one hell of a life I had. Most of the time it involves her so I'm not gonna type out everything we did here :P. Mei, one day I know you'll find this blog and when you read this, I want you to know this ;
I do not dislike, loathe, or hate you but instead I like, love, adore, and cherish you. No matter what people think or say about you, I don't give a shit about them because they can't, no, they don't see how brilliant, cute, funny and a loving person that I know you are. I promised I'd support and stand by your side forever no matter what. I keep that message to remind myself that :P. Despite how much we have changed as time goes by, you're my anti-corrosive, permenantly engraved Buddy and I will continue to love you now and forever. I'm holding onto the promise of a lifetime, Mei Yin. Muck ! ;D.
Whenever you're sad, I'm always there to help you get through it, Whenever you're in pain, I'm always there to make it go away. Whenever you're happy, I'm always there to laugh along with you, Whenever you're alone, I'm always there to accompany and stay close to you, Whenever you're cranky, I'm always there to bring back your smile, Whenever you're crying, I'm always there to wipe away every single tear. Whenever you're missing your buddy, I'm always there to hold you and love you forever.
This is for you, Mei. Only for you. I love you, Mei, My Buddy.
Some of you may know me and some don't. My name is Mohamad Sapawi but people just refer to me as " sap ". Much easier to say anyway. I'm mixed chinese and malay though everyone says I look like a chinese. 17 this year and thats all I'll say.